Thursday, January 15, 2004
feeling very sad now in fact im crying..talking to alvin now and i realised tt alvin knows much more about ade than me..and idk whether im crying out of gladness or smth else i reli dk cos alvin said smth impt to me abt her haiz haiz haiz i dowan to say much cos im reli feeling very crushed now...
9:48 pm
Monday, January 05, 2004
came home at abt 4 today..school ended late..2.15 den raining heavily but no cats and dogs fall down from the sky ok tt was meant to be lame..gotta lead worship this sunday den lead games for pk..fell sick on sat had gastric flu den was better on sunday so went down to church but i still have this cough tt's quite irritating..still raining outside and listening to melvin talk abt susanna haiz feel quite sad for him but i cant do anything so i just keep sighing with him orh got to revise my a maths later reli worried fer it so chim haiz poot sai anyway yeah got to bring the 'cool' cd on sunday and the weather is cool and everythings is like oso cool..clouds are?..cool~bleh
5:29 pm
Friday, January 02, 2004
moo..haha today was kinda fun..1st day of school..go back to all the nonsensical people with their crap and stuff haha lalala haiz come monday arh die le every lesson double period..sigh anyway yeah today was cool and erm yeah i still have my troubles and stuff but im trying to keep those at the back of my mind so yeah erm i have a feeling tt ade likes jerel but im not too sure yeah tt's me i guess the unsure one..dk if i still have a liking for james i reli reli dk orh haiz it's like so many people likes him and yeah well i was one of them but all along tt kinda feeling was gone..i guess it came back idk..sigh i dont even know whether she still likes him orh..sheesh