Tuesday, August 26, 2008
man, i'm loving this song. haha been trying to recall the tune and hence find out the title but it keeps slipping off my mind. now that i've heard it again, here goes. before i forget it. again.
Way back into love-hugh grant and haley bennett
I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need them again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but i just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
Oh oh oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do And if you help me to start again You know that I'll be there for you in the end
11:46 pm
random thoughts.
on study leave. i've got a gum infection. it hurts real bad. ): went back to euro asia yesterday and i remember why i hate running in the gym.
jason mraz comforts the soul like a hot bowl of soup on a cold day.
fireworks were great. the company was better. thanks for the night. (:
so i look to You.
11:46 am
Monday, August 18, 2008
fluster.
everytime i sign in to litespeed, there's always something to be done. plus the ticking countdown, it sure sums up what needs to be done. rahh. i need some comfort. haha.
so i look to You.
10:40 pm
Sunday, August 03, 2008
i know who holds my tomorrow and i know who holds my hand. (:
fatfairy2.1 said something that tugged my heartstrings today. now i'm missing my sec sch mates badly. and i just found out one of them has flown to down under. aye the kind of friend i am. so caught up with the current that i forget about the archives. rawr. if i were to study overseas one day, i dont know what i'm gonna do. so i pray hard i'll be able to get into a local university and not have to study somewhere else. or not do too well till the scholarships offered are only for foreign universtities. okay reality says pray for the former. haha. save myself the agony of saying goodbyes.
I MISS
deborah. i can never forget your contagious laughter. my fellow ncc mate who went through thick and thin with me like a toast. who tells me stupid cold jokes and flood my mind with nonsense. my source of entertainment and smilies. who cares as much for kids as i do. haha. who always gives me the -.- look when i'm lame but still laugh uncontrollably at times. my constant support. you made trainings better being my partner in crime and doing crap together. my fellow sufferer. the one who's always complaining about her short legs. my constant encouragement. my gossip hq. you helped build my faith in some way and i'm really glad to have you as a friend. you cam whore. haha. (:
dory. hello you. i'm still waiting for my catching up session. quick get your sydney photos and fix a date. minah of all minahs. my ex partner. my quick snack fix. haha. i miss having you around in school man. i miss the time when we explored the faith in the container during camp this year. you've truly blessed me lots. dont think i'll be afraid of you 'cos you're a minah k. stop dilly-dallying and fix a date. soon. haha.
vic. ho ho ho. the one who holds my hand when we meet up and tells me everything'll be fine. my fellow totally spies lover. haha not forgetting joshua too. the one who saves my econs. haha.
colleen. hoi. the food tour leader. the timbre craze. fireworks fireworks fireworks. superbly busy woman. to the core. c'mon squeeze us in to your schedule. let's go 'park' tor again. hahahaha.
andrea. kap now holds a special memory because of you. and orchard too. haha. grasshoppers skip, mudskippers hop. (:
christian friends who keep me on the right path. never realised how much it mattered till now.
---------
fatfairy2.1, it was a good afternoon. thanks for the many years of friendship. (: good to know you're upgrading. haha. think i should do some upgrading too. i'm only 1.9. your version's surpassing mine! haha.