Wednesday, August 31, 2005alright. today beatty set a new record. most number of people passing a hula hoop with hands held together. how's that. haha. it was quite fun to see how the wild bunch did it. they broke a hoop towards the end cos they squeezed 4 people into the hoop and forced it through. the wild bunch. anw went back to cedar to visit mr goi. he gave us chocolates. he remembers every single one of us. guess it's not easy when he sees us only once a year. anw he's still the best teacher i ever had. they're gonna have a new block!! so much have changed since we graduated. sigh. oh well. the memories. went to study with benji after that. managed to complete two chapters. not bad ehh. prelims are coming. i need some motivation. haha. musnt chill too much. hot in the hands, warm in the heart and cool in the mind. yeah that's what i need to be.
5:45 pm
Saturday, August 27, 2005is it only when it is gone that you learn to cherish?
Lord i am thirsty wont you come and fill me with Your living water saturate my soul
cos nothing is more important than seeking Your face, touching Your grace Lord i want to stay in Your presence where nothing else matters more than You
11:22 am
Thursday, August 25, 2005alright. havent been in here for quite some time. dont have much time for comp cos the exams are near and there's so much to do. oh well. anw pop was on sat and to me it was great. although there were technical probs and it started raining in the morn i guess the rain did cool the weather in time for the parade. 4 years. just like that. sigh. received presents and chocolates. left the sch at ard 730 cos the teachers were chasing us out as they were afraid of the alarm. well we heard an alarm and the teachers got frightened but tit turned out to come from the factory beside us. haha. teary night. almost flooded. ha nah not that bad. all of the sec 4s went down to esplanade to chill. went up to the open terrace. my favourite place of all. took lots of pics. mr chan and ms tan bought tidbits for us. nice people. ha. felt so tired. and free. no more responsibilities. ha. anw we got bored and started playing hide and seek. cool. haha. two seekers. zx aishah and i went to hide behind some dome thingy and pretended to be couples. well we got caught eventually. so dumb la. amidst all the other couples we played hide and seek. fun ehh. oh well. the kids in all of us.
since the time i took over i knew what was ahead of me the responsibilities the committments my 'kids' well they're a nice lot though they irritate me at times but through it all trainings after trainings i got to know them better and on the night when i would last hear them call me staff i shed a tear cos i never knew what the year was like without them without latif and abu who always acted gay whom i placed them at a corner each of parking lots where they would laugh non-stop with their cheeky yet innocent faces they never failed to make my day
jing hui the quiet one whom i seldom heard but then again without her the 02s would not be complete
christopher and wee theng the only two from e4 christopher being the bubbly one the ifo controller whose hair grows so fast i have to tell him to cut it every now and then wee theng who is always at loggerheads with chris arguing abt things which i dont understand abt but nevertheless she remains strong and steady
jolinda siwei ruiliang the three good friends who are always together clearing their doubts whenever they have any caring for one and for many whose heart is with ncc, i can see
seri and zalikha seri being the timer even at times when i ask for a change zalikha whom i remember used to report late often but now have changed for the better
jin hua the quietest of all sometimes i dont know what he's thinking at all he really makes me wonder what i can do to make him speak louder
hidayat the faithful councillor who sometimes gays ard with izuan and gives me that cheeky look whenever i walk past him
azura who stammers at times whenever i ask her for a reason for being late who tells me jokes but i end up not laughing at all
izuan the noisiest of all who always has cramps in his leg using it as an excuse not to do drills pls continue to lock your elbows and keep up the enthusiasm
my 'kids'.
8:16 pm
Friday, August 12, 2005rahh. sad. got a B3. gonna retake.
10:32 pm
Sunday, August 07, 2005alright. fop was great. worth the wait i guess. all thanks to candice who reserved seats for us. yup. oh well john ended up sitting next to grace and there was a part where we were supposed to hold hands and pray for singapore. the link somehow broke. quite sad. haha. anyway. darlene zschech's voice was really powerful man. like whoa. james and i talked a lot of rubbish. as usual. haha. the electric was good. ok every musician was like pro. mm hmm. dint manage to see deb. haha the space was quite restricted. dint jump much. certainly a great night. no doubt a festival of praise.
9:07 pm
Saturday, August 06, 2005oh well. havent blogged for quite a while. training yesterday was alright i guess. was real tired. rushed home then went to the airport to pick daddy up. yup. going to fop later. yay. haha. sonicfest last fri and fop today. sonicfest was great man. i'm glad i went. whole new experience. prelims are after hols. oh well. pop's on the 20th. supp to be 27th but then i guess it was rather late. i guess we're the last ug to pass out besides band. pop will mark the end of ncc for me i guess. not considering becoming a clt. too many responsibilities. think our pop will be incomparable to st gabs cos theirs was really great. well done man justin. but quite sad. haha. a couple more times of wearing my no. 3 and that's it. oh well.