Sunday, January 30, 2005sick. cough sore throat headache. all that on fri when i had my chem test, geog test, chi test and ting xie. was so stoned for the day arh. slept the afternoon away. just feel all mixed up. everything's in a jumbled mess. why why why. why not why not why not. perhaps i need another swing at the park. i need a break. i dont want a kit kat. was talking to lois today abt probs and feelings for stuff. we shared same sentiments on most of the stuff we talked abt. sharing experiences and stuff. one thing she said made me think. everyone in fairfield is nice but when we put them together they dont turn out as nice as they shld be. i guess that's rather true. was really disappointed with myself today. edmund passed me the guidelines for leaders this morn. stuff abt interacting with newcomers and all. i told myself to try to break free from cliques and try to talk to newcomers. i did try. it's really difficult. i talked to yong jie with joshua and he kinda dao-ed me. oh well. but the thing was i dint try again. i guess i kind of relied on others to like talk to him. i placed hopes in people from the group that they will like somehow also lead by example interact with the new people and all but oh well. i told myself that i shldnt be in the same group as the rest but in the end..sigh.
love that's stronger love that covers sin and takes the way of the world i love you all of my hope is in you jesus christ take my life take all of me..
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005oh well just got back from sch. just remembered smth. i forgot to call james!! like whoops. was supp to call him like on mon? today's wed. arh i've got so much work to do. blah blah blah. haha borrowed the cd from evan today. oh well joshua's friend went to church on sunday. jit yew's his name. found the name quite familiar but not the looks. cant remember him. haha. he knows me. he said he was bowling in the lane next to mine last year. oh well told him i dont really remeber him and he says he feels so hurt. sheesh. acsians. all full of crap.
wait til i find a suitable title for this song for now it's just this
You sent Your Son so that we can live You gave us life so we can be free and i will lift my voice to praise You i just wanna lift my hands to worship You and i will lift my soul to You because You are my Lord
6:18 pm
Saturday, January 15, 2005lala. had my dinner at abt 9 yesterday and reached home near 11. haha orientation ended late. i'm hungry. it's late now and i need to get up early tmr. youth rm's officially open. tada. went down to church for worship pract this morn. was really stoned. kept playing wrong chords. supp to collect my specs today but mummy forgot to bring the collection slip. oh well anw we went shopping at bugis haha. bought lots of sweets. sleepy. hungry. growl.
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005i'm tired. i need some sleep. went to sch today with slightly swollen eyes. winnie needs some rest. -nods head- hem oh well. stayed back in sch until 6 plus yesterday cos of preparation for orientation. those sec ones better appreciate our efforts. haha. got to stay back in sch til like 6 plus 7 on fri. ss tmr. half the class will be sleeping i guess haha. chem pract was fun today. did titration. heh. nice colour turnout. anw i shld go offline soon and sleep ..kjfhirdh..whoops sorry my head sort of fell on the keyboard haha what crap ok i shld really go and sleep soon.
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Friday, January 07, 2005alright. havent updated for a long time. wait lemme see. mm yup ushered at arise! cool experience working with all the rest. really really cool. anw if all goes well i will be going for isow that's if. with all the upcoming extra lessons and stuff. oh and the first day of school was an official no lessons day and with the new home room system sch's quite fun. new hall new canteen and stuff. the principal gave a talk on the tsunami disaster and ended talking abt how much the sch had spent on installing the air cons and how much it would cost so he beat ard the bush trying to tell us to save electricity and money. oh well. oh yeah then my class has ms soh as our ft. haha she's nice to us. anw she was talking abt how pl acheives gd results something abt a secret i think and she said the secret is prayer. so she said a prayer for the whole class and i was quite surprised that she actually did that. oh well. anw we are all glad that we dint get ms loh for the fourth year for em cos she cant really teach. and i need a change after having her for three years. got to walk alot now from class to class up and down everywhere and had a very long meeting today after sch. gonna have a promotion parade for 02s and 04s. haha oh well doesnt affect me. oh yeah yesterday chen laoshi said that her expectations for my chinese class is at least 20 a1s and the rest a2s we were like harh can 15? or 10 a1s? oh well she said if we meet her expectations she would set aside $1000 to treat us to a meal at a restaurant then kelly asked her to start the lesson immediately or smth like dont waste anymore time cos there's only like four months left. chen laoshi is real funny. and a good teacher. yeah. puppet pract tmr afternoon. ouch my back feels sour. bleh.