Friday, July 15, 2005stayed back in sch til 6 plus today. finally the last paper of chi 'o's. lc. haha rather cool were comparing answers and getting paranoid over them. results are gonna be out like 1 or 2 days after national day. so much for the celebration. ncc day parade's this sunday. still thinking if i shld go. zx's been trying to persuade me but then i've got chem test on mon. argh. ammonia. nitrogen. sulphur. how's that. anw mrs singh got us started on organic chem which is pretty fun. taught us how to name isomers. quite funny. got my class photos today. haha. turned out pretty well. oh yeah today was really crappy. was having amaths when billy said ' i can write your name quite well.' then i said ' really? show me." then he started writing slowly. asked him if it was his best handwriting and he said he can write better. started writing again and when he was done he looked at it and laughed. 'no difference'. right. so kuku. tried pinching him. dint let go and i asked him if it was painful. he said yes. like.. stoned. benji was playing with my marker and asked me if it was permanent. i drew on my hand and said yes and tried to rub it off. 80% of it came off. so he took it and coloured the nail of his last finger. when he showed me i was like ' ehh there's an exam later!' and he was like whoops oh no why nvr tell me earlier so i gave him tissue and some water and asked him to keep on rubbing until it came off. haha his finger turned gray. looked quite gay with a black nail. yucks. st gab's pop is next sat. joint pract is next sat too. i'll see. zx's asking me to go too cos of justin. ha like whatever.
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Monday, July 11, 2005i'm sleepy man. wanted to catch some sleep in the afternoon but by the time i finished doing physics it was like no point. wells anw yesterday's sermon was quite gd. guess people really need the Lord. even people close to us who may seem okay and all but deep inside who knows right? so..will talking help? alvin touched on the topic of boredom for cell. rather interesting. everyone shared on what they feel is boring in their lives. i wrote daily routines. josh wrote having nth to do. individual perspectives. so when we were going thru on what we wrote, someone mentioned that waiting is a boring thing. then alvin asked me if i thot the same way i said no. then i said maybe. then i said depends. well like all the other qns were like depends. individual perspectives. eating the same food everyday was brought up too. is it boring? or it depends? well perhaps if we can just change the way we think and be thankful for what we have in our lives who we have in our lives then perhaps we'll be happier. perspectives. like eating the same food. will it still be boring if you really mean what you say for grace before meals? i guess not. maybe if there's really a meaning in your life then things wldnt be boring. maybe if one learns to be thankful then sadness wldnt fit anywhere. isnt it funny when we get so disappointed when we dont get the things we want in life but when we get the things we need in life we often take it for granted? funny how we search for happiness everywhere else when our source of happiness is right with us? "if God is not made Lord of all, He is not Lord at all." good point. funny how it seems so easy to make Him our Lord of convenience when we have probs or need help but it always seem so difficult just to trust in Him even when things dont go our way? i mean if we can trust God to help us when we need it then why is it so difficult to trust Him when the odds are against us? imagine you going into 7-11 getting something and walking out of the store without paying for it. it would seem absurd not to pay for your stuff isnt it? it's an offence btw. isnt this situation the same with God? He's 24/7 available. and often we ask for things from Him at no cost at all. and sometimes conveniently forgetting to "pay" Him. what if one day He decides not to replenish any more stock. what will happen to us? people not only need the Lord. people need to pray as well. pastor john was talking abt salvation and transformation. if there's salvation, there's gotta be a change in the way you think and the way you act. a song was sang twice yesterday. coincidence? maybe. but somehow people have to listen. or rather read. same song which is familiar to all. it's more than a song to me. idk. it just is.
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Thursday, July 07, 2005beep. the weekends are near. yay. haha. it's time to mug. tests next week. bleh. sunday was stressful. especially when we had to get hymny. josh's brown shirt was quite nice. he said he got it from australia. not bad. he played well too. well done josh!! emmanuel. haha. we had help, thankfully. a. wai fun is a nice person. really nice. she repeated the chords for doxology dk how many times cos i cldnt get a pen fast and josh was playing already. zao-ed for breakfast during first sermon. haha. rather fun. had a good week so far. training tmr. oh well.
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Friday, July 01, 2005had cross-country today. almost sprained my ankle. actually it's kinda hurting but oh well. anw came in 27th in my division. haha. surprise.
went shopping in the afternoon with mum and bro. bro bought a pair of levi's jeans for me on sunday and it cldnt fit so yeah went down to change it today. ended up shopping after that and bought clothes. i have new clothes. from china and raffles city. haha.
anw. it's friday night and i'm receiving the hymns from josh now. 5 of them. a couple that we dont know how to sing but yeah we'll know eventually. oh no. 5 hymns in a day. how?... no score for doxology yet. arh everything's so last minute. rahh. this is not good. gonna cram my head practising the hymns. i'll get pretty hymny by then. i'm counting on josh and he's counting on me. perfect pair.