Monday, November 29, 2004just feel so very tired now. well at least i'm better than yesterday. i was really stoned yesterday like ...huh.. anyway woke up at 6 today was really gong arh crappified freakinated me. tmr's the test. the test for me to get promoted. sian. oh well james josh ade and bre are leaving for one camp this thurs and john and grace are leaving for europe on wed. have fun and take care. got caught in the rain yesterday cos ade janice and me went to look for the arise people and it turned out that we went to the wrong church. bleh. anyway went down to youth park to catch jireh and his band's performance and crapped at ljs til about 8 plus i guess. decided to walk to orchard station so that we could see the christmas lightings and stuff. hur. oh yeah stayed over at ade's house on sat and played halo with john chris and jeremy. i was so crashed la. i need help. haha maybe team up with one of the guys again at john's house when we stay over. waha. walla walla. wobble wobble.
9:46 pm
Tuesday, November 23, 2004kinda sleepy right now. waiting for the printing of my report to be done. 2439 words. it's gonna be a late night. gotta wake up early tmr to pass my assignment to deb so that she can pass it to sir. cant go to camp without handing in. i'll fail my total defence (gold). still gotta come up with a cover page. darn. yawn.
11:00 pm
having a sore throat. time passed real quickly during camp. forgot all abt ms cheok's wedding on sunday. was too busy preparing for worship and the workshop. anw the kids were really energetic whoa had a hard time controlling them. haha alvin's bunk is full of champions they made him real angry on the second night. was real tired. gotta rush out my report now that im back. supposed to hand it in tmr. oh well it's like 25oo words?..shall do some plagiarism and copy some from sugu. heh. i'm still tired. just read my mail. lot's to be done as a gl. must prepare for quiet time somemore. did qt with the kids yesterday morning. read 2 kings again. was thinking abt the mininstry night and the last night at alor star. what a faithful God have i. supposed to have shooting comp today. was calling up pple to check the details but no one knew. oh well.
11:24 am
Friday, November 19, 2004real shagged right now. just trying to get everything together. leaving for camp tmr. simply not in the mood. i'm not prepared!! ...first day of attachment was simply a waste of time. sat ard until i got tired. second was quite ook cos of the joy ride. quite cool. cldnt hear myself cos of the earplugs. cool. i like pilots. haha. alright yesterday was the nicest of all. i mean real nice. blah blah went to watch incredibles yesterday sat myself in between john and grace or rather somehow i was there la was watching the ads and nonsense when james asked me to switch places with john. i was like..? then i finally got it. was too sleepy. i dint take long cos i'm not joshua haha ok "chill a bit.." so i was like "john..wanna change seats?" then he considered and said better not. then james kept asking so i was like "ok i move both our bags then i step in front you move behind k.." and suddenly our "crime" was exposed when grace pulled me back and asked what was going on. had a hard time explaining anyway made the change and got whacked real hard by grace was trying laugh at some stupid flick before the show and "ow!" oh well. some tour group accroding to john sat in front of us and before the movie started on lady just laughed and stupid james laughed at her so loudly arh. anyway john swapped places with grace and she ended up beside me and i got whacked. ouch. yawn. havent finished packing. sian.
10:45 pm
Sunday, November 14, 2004shagged. spent the day at uncle george's house. tried to listen to what the teachers were saying but cldnt help get distracted by the 3 js. stupid shit. haha. we made so much noise and played so much that we dint even know what they were talking abt so half the time i'm like asking grace "where are we?" then she flips to the wrong page. twang. joshua came up with this na-ansense(nonsense) thing he says his teacher pronounces it this way and we were laughing and sniggling and snorting haha that's for james. pig. then the 3 js went to a bbq and i came home and grace is left alone there to listen to pastor lawrence preach. haha. dont think i can make it to the pines tmr. will see how.
8:10 pm
Friday, November 12, 2004tired. went to serene's house yesterday. not bad quite nice. heh met james there. watched spore idol with lotsa people. cool. everyone's saying daphne will get out oh well seems that her performance wasnt that gd. pk retreat this sunday. then the following wekend i'll be at sentosa already. so fast. i'm not even prepared. haha asked pretty boy to go during that time then perhaps i'll be able to meet him ha but maybe not too. gotta teach. i dont have my mount everest stuff!! oh well. need to get shoes. bleh.
10:15 am
Wednesday, November 10, 2004talk abt being free. my week's packed now. ' brought' the part bs down to nee soon camp for shooting comp. met george whom i only knew his name yesterday but i just know him. haha weird then he knows me too cos i saw him at all the courses so yeah talked. thot he was from acsi but turns out he's from cat high. oh well he's going for shooting comp and senior spec haha me too. shooting comp's on the 23rd. bleh. got an attachment next week. i dont like but oh well. get to ride in a helicopter. haha.
11:15 am
Monday, November 08, 2004listening to some fm station called house of worship. not too bad. finally some days of rest for me. oh well still have tutoring to do. oh well. what do i feel. what shld i feel. it cant work out and it nvr will. i like working with you. but are things more than that?...
" i dislike two-faced people. i dislike hypocrites. i dislike the feeling of being cheated. i dislike the way you behave in front of me. i dislike the look on your face. i dislike being used. i dislike feeling this way. i dislike being unsure. i dislike liars. so stop being one. i dislike you.
"
10:44 am
Tuesday, November 02, 2004came back from the doc not too long ago. had a terrible headache on sunday. then a. lin kum kinda massaged my head and rubbed some spot on my hand arh so painful ouch but oh well it helps to take my ache away. for a while. went to grandma's house took panadol then slept for a while and i was up and about. yeah but still had the irritating flu and cough. gonna be off to chalet in an hour's time when i'm supposed to be resting. bleh chaleties. still quite blur abt things. had lesson in sch yesterday. left my bag in sch then came home to take my beret cos i forgot abt it only to realise that i forgot to take my key out. so i was like climbing up the stairs then reached the door and oh no my key. bleh oh well.