Friday, March 26, 2004
feel a little down right now.something hurts and idk wad it is.i wish things can go back to where it all began.if only.if only people can just mean wad they say.dont understand how a person can be your good friend one moment and then turn his/her back on you the next.
sometimes i think i care too much.idk why but i really really wish that things can be just like they were.can they?i always end up being hurt the most.why?
you and me were good friends once
always sharing jokes and having fun
but soon things around us began to change
and one day you just turned your head and left with the chain
leaving me all alone behind,
would you care if i died?
4:58 pm
Monday, March 15, 2004
..dk wad to say i'm just so tired i guess late nights and early mornings are wearing me out.this whole week quite shittified.i seriously have a lot of thinking to do and a lot of stuff tt's just waiting to be done so if i've offended anybody during this period im reli sorry it's just that i've not been myself so yeah will try to get back to normal mode as soon as possible have patience-worn out-
8:53 pm
Saturday, March 13, 2004
listening to still..
Still Hide me now
Under your wing
Cover me
Within your mighty hand
And when the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
And i will be still and know You are God
now dk if i shld go to john's house anot..dont seem to be able to smile now sigh i'll see.it'll take me a lot of courage to talk to her.i feel like a balloon.all bloated up with people's problems.someone please burst me.my head hurts.ouch.
the week ahead is not going to make me any better.life will have to go on as usual.simply not in the mood to talk anymore.
11:36 am
just read ade's blog and i think you've got me all wrong i guess we both have the wrong idea abt each other and i really want to clear it all up for me everything seems to have changed and sometimes i really get very tired of pleasing people and if i'm really suffocating you or wadsoever pls let me know k? sometimes i dont know how people feel and how people think even i myself get confused sigh there are a lot more of me that i think people will never know
11:04 am
Friday, March 05, 2004
nehneh im hot supposed to watch big fish today but apparently it was showed at a different timing so yeah dint go eventually took neoprint today with the 'gang' ten people squeezing into one small little camera frame can you imagine? haha but it was fun larhz.
yup spuish haha tt's the sound that a snail makes heh planning to cut hair later perhaps it's getting long mm hm searching the web for mj's pics oh yucks i think he seriously looks horrigible oh well wad to do haha now the tune of stand by me keeps going thru in my head all thanks to jerome stupid boy kept humming the tune in class haha and acting like a jukebox oh my i think you make a very good loser jerome yeah haha ohp boy.i think you can be a dim sum seller too considering the way you push the ohp and get kicked out of the class when you tried to borrow one from mr wong haha.
and one more thing jerome you havent returned me my pen which you borrowed haha you kapoker i havent forgotten.