Monday, June 07, 2004
ladida missing spec course now.back and shoulders still aching.miss the platoon of nonsensical people whom i got to know better.justin farhanz christopher who's called shrek dk why but yeah oh kai vearn was lovesick during the course haha during the discussion abt the skit he told me 'eh i'm homesick' and i replied 'yeah right more like lovesick to me' then he said i miss her alot eh haha he had this pathetic look on his face then.that's why we must always cherish the people we love cos we never know when they'll be gone right? right miss farhanz plain stupid actions saying that he's sexy he's cool he's hot haha just thinking of it makes me laugh.had lots of fun with him with the you watch me gestures and playing with the field signals.competed with him for stripping and assembling he got 33 secs for stripping but i won him in assembling haha.it was fun larhz.oh yeah justin told me during cadets night when we were talking that it is his dream to become the ooc(overall outstanding cadet)for the course but dint manage to get it.well dont be sad yeah cos you'll still be the ic of the platoon that we'll never forget yeah?mm hm funny how when our platoon sat together for lunch the first time and he sat beside me.whenever we need to fall in he wld always be somewhere near me.at dinnertime he was sitting beside me.during cadets night he was somewhere near me but eventually idk how but he ended up sitting beside me.breakfast time he filled up the empty space beside me.at lunch too.during aar he sat beside me and i guess that was the first time we passed funny comments.sat in the mph for abt an hour listening to kitto haha then he mentioned to me that he wants to complain abt the toilet having no toilet paper and he did it and kitto asked him what colour he wanted haha.i was standing next to him during phototaking.everything happened so coincidentally.when we graduated from course i saw him walk with his st. gabs friends and i was waiting for my own friends.but somehow when i was abt to walk out from the gate he walked up beside me, congatulated me for my graduation and i said the same to him and we shook hands.then he said bye and caught up with his group of friends.sigh maybe the course seemed fun b'cos of him idk i'm all confused now.you make me feel so confused.anw gtg check out who's going for the guides campfire tmr now.ladida.
