Tuesday, October 26, 2004i'm sorry for getting in your way i'm sorry for always spoiling your day i really dint mean to i just feel like such a fool just what's wrong with me with you and with everything else was every cherished moment an illusion? if it's not then why do i always get kicked back into the harsh reality and taken of everything that was given? i really feel very tired wrong ideas and misunderstandings when will they cease? pleasing people is not my forte and dont always take advantage of me not knowing how to argue cos i'm not always what i seem to be whatever it is i tried to make you feel better when you were sad i tried my best to please you when you were mad i tried to understand i gave way to you but if you think that's really too much then i'm really sorry and that'a all i can say cos i think there's no point in doing anything much less a chance to i'll try to stay clear of your way but i'll still be there to help you anytime that is if you still need me
