Thursday, December 02, 2004waha i'm back. passed my ssc. i'm a staff. yeah. eh sergeant loke if you're reading this i'm now a staff sergeant haha. okok i'm flushed now and sort of tanned cos stood under the sun for three days. bleh. anw when i came home last night mummy was like..you stood under the sun the whole day arh?. dint realise that i was so flushed until i looked into the mirror. heh. my face was like a babboon's bottom. it's better now cos it's turning dark. haha i'm cool. anw john and grace left for europe last night and james josh ade and bre left for one camp today. i'm still stuck here with training tmr. bleh. realised that i havent talked abt youth camp which happened a week ago. i think the camp com is getting more and more creative every year be it in games or programme. it's starting to rain now ok out of point. anw what really touched my heart was to see everyone just focusing on Him and that's really whoa.. learnt a lot thru the games we played and i also learnt alot from people from gilead. they taught me lots of stuff. i remember when we were just sharing during one qt session and nic shared that when we were playing the amazing race for God nothing else was on his mind except green beans. he dint listen to the debrief after each game and he was just focused on getting more green beans. that made me think. of course i also wnted to get more green beans for me group but at the end of the day it made me think on what really mattered in this life of mine. when we were doing qt on john 15 we were all sharing and stuff and when it came to nic's turn he shared and he kind of teared when he said 'God really loves me alot' and i felt like crying too cos His love is really real to me and nic was sharing on His realationship with God and it's like he quite a perfectionist of some sort and when he was preparing for his 'o's he prayed to God everyday but all that he talked abt was his results and stuff and yeah edmund started to teach when the sharing was over. the theme song sort of spoke to me everytime i sing it cos it reminds me of what exactly am i pursuing and what exactly do i need. the whole camp was refreshing. yeah. great. got to know more people.
