Tuesday, February 01, 2005why is it always easier to forgive than to forget? am i really too nice? is it really that easy to deceive me? am i not forgiving or am i not forgetting? all your lies and deceptions. all of us hoped that you would change into a better person. yeah we hoped. cos we already did all we could do. we could only stand by and watch you become this creature that no one recognises anymore. all the saying that you want to change and all. everything that you do or say now is so hypocritical. you msged me out of the blue asking me why i'm treating you so coldly. i can no longer trust you. things can never go back to where they were. you are the one who has changed. not me. you're really such a jerk you know. you told me you hate liars. what now? you hate yourself? i dont think so.
why is it easier to forgive certain people? why is it that i sometimes go against what's right with them? why is it that i never speak out what i really feel? why am i always the one suiting other people? why is it that i always try to make people's day not spoiling the fun and all but deep inside i know that things are wrong and i feel terrible but i still go along with them? why do i care so much abt others and allow myself to get hurt? why?..
