Tuesday, January 24, 2006Jesus what can i give, what can i bring to so faithful a friend, to so loving a King Saviour what can be said, what can be sung as a praise of Your Name for the things You have done oh my words could not tell, not even in parts of the debt of love that is owed, by this thankful heart.
mustered enough courage to tell a.siok abt what i felt on sunday. told her it is pressurising for me to serve in pk. guess i cant meet up with the demands and the way things run. well. talked it over with her for quite a while and actually the whole day cos we were msging each other after church and she knew she was being quite pushy with me having high standards on me and stuff. she knows my team is the most 'jia lat' one in the sense that we do not have a fixed wl and we are on our own unlike the other teams. i know i have to change fast and i do not have time on hand but i really need to adjust all over again. justin's out and esther's in. i know i'm not supp to get used to anyone but it's inevitable to get used to justin after playing with him for a period of time. joshua's out too. gone are the days where there would be someone standing beside me to share my songsheet. no more guitarist. no more joshua in the team. someone to share my pressure with me. but hey shua it was really nice serving with you even though you're really forgetful. you dont know how significant you are bro. at least then i dint have to be the oldest one ard ya. but it's really encouraging talking to you every sunday and playing with you under chewy and james. joshiwawa. you have no idea the difference you made man.
anw on a lighter note today was rather draggy. out of the 20 odd people i have in my class, only 6 of us attended the maths lecture. the self procaimed gd student isaac ponned too. oh well. going to the airport later to pick daddy up. will prob sleep late again tonight. oh well.
