Sunday, April 16, 2006come to the Father though your gift is small broken hearts, broken lives He will take them all the power of the Word the power of His blood everything was done..so you would come
easter.
rush of emotions.
woke up early to go down to church today. the phone's turning laggy. received andrea's message only this morning when she sent it last night. helped out for a while till lois came. tried to spend as much time as i could with her cos it's been like weeks since i've seen her. sort of a surprise for me although i knew she would be in church today. then lydia kwan was also in church. man i cant remember the last time i saw her. i dont know if she's backslided or she's been like that all along but honestly i didnt feel very good when i heard that going to church wasnt something of her choice. sigh. we sang 'so you would come' today. when i closed my eyes during the song, the faces of the people in my cell just kept flashing. one by one as i saw their faces, i realised the many who have left and how heartbreaking that was and is. i cried as i sang the song. we started big. but we have faltered.
"feed My lambs"
saw candice, adora and jeremy while on stage today. really glad they came. josh and i rushed out out of the sanctuary hoping to meet and catch up with candice and adora. searched everywhere for them but couldnt find them. we thought they had left so i tried calling. slowly they came down the stairs, they had gone to the toilet. talked for a while and we all needed to leave. sigh. we're all so busy. come and go. hi's and byes.
"take care of My sheep"
draw me close to You never let me go i lay it all down again to hear You say that i'm Your friend You are my desire no one else will do cos nothing else can take Your place to feel the warmth of Your embrace help me find the way, to bring me back to You
"Feed My sheep."
i like tmr's timetable. quite slack. woots. meeting andrea on thursday. oh i think the taste of ice wine is not bad. i know i'm underaged but yeah daddy gave me a cup of it haha. as james put it, as of yesterday, i have joined him in the 17 gang. nonsense man. anyway i thought a praise song yesterday while praying before sleep. rather random. it's got a groove to it man.
have you heard of a love so divine? have you heard of a love so defined? the cost that brings me here today is the life of a great man, whose love will know no end
i stand before You Lord and give You all my worship You took all of my sins away, when You gave Your life You reign on high
