Sunday, October 22, 2006RAHH. i feel so messy now.
cell was alright today. a. amy sat in during cell. talked abt money being the root of all evil. u. peter asked us what we thought abt that phrase then i said the love of money is the root of all evil. ah well. why am i talking abt this.
rahh. i feel so messy. sat at the back today. for the first time i guess. now i know what it feels like. as i flipped through the bulletin, i was thinking of what to say. i could feel the awkwardness, the distance between us though we were just next to each other. asked her abt sch and stuff. then that was it. nothing else came to mind. i prayed, and waited. and when i thought of something, worship started. oh well. it felt worse than meeting someone new. exchanged some comments here and there during the sermon. the ice sort of broke i guess. when the service ended, i asked if i could pray for her. i closed my eyes with my mind totally blank. before i could say anything, i was tearing. things are starting to change. for the better i hope.
met vic last night for supper. that muthu is really random. seriously random. went over to jemmy's place to practise flags. not bad, i would say. then played nba with john. i lost terribly. it's a disgrace haha. ownage. my best game was like half of his score. oh well.
all i once held dear, built my life upon all these world reveres, and wars to own all i once thought gain, i have counted loss spent and worthless now, compared to this knowing You, Jesus, knowing You there is no greater thing You're my all, You're the best You're my joy, my righteousness and i love You Lord
