that describes the state of my table now haha. hopefully my mind wont be in that state. amidst all the frenzy and revision that i should be doing now, i feel at peace. like there's no exam tomorrow, nothing. there'll always be the feeling of not studying enough. guess studying's something that cannot be thoroughly finished. for my case, that is. but oh wells. haha. i will probably read through some stuff later but for now, it's just quiet communion.
i dont cross my fingers and hope for miracles. i know miracles happen because i believe. i dont believe in luck 'cos i know who's in control and who holds my tomorrow.